It's times like these when I wonder... who, or what, can I turn to now? I don't want to burden my friends with this. I don't want to tell college group or my pastors or anyone... cause it's not even like they can do anything. I just want to tell SOMEONE, ANYONE... but it's not like they can help or anything. What do I do now? Do I just hold it all in and pretend like nothing's wrong?

... someone who can help. Please just show up in any way that you can.

God, that includes you. Please?