balance

School, friends, family, boyfriend, church, time to myself.  So hard to find a right balance between them.  Even within school, there's different subjects to balance.  Even within friends, there's different groups of people to balance with.

I've never really been good with time management, but I feel like these days it's getting even harder and harder.  Now that I'm getting older (CRY), I get tired so much more easily.  More nap times for me.  Too tired to stay up past midnight these days.  I used to be able to pull multiple all-nighters in a week only one or two years ago.  Now they're out of the question.  Those were the best nights of my life... staying up all night, studying for Physics with Mingie, sitting at the library and messing around with Jennie and Jay til we're all delirious and laughing about farts, photo booth instead of studying, bringing tons of junk food and scarfing them down within the first hour that we get there.  Deep, meaningful life talks as our study breaks.

I miss it.  I miss them all.  I miss everything I used to have with everyone.  But now everyone is in different places, both physically and mentally.  ... But I guess I understand.  It's just a part of growing up, and these are the growing pains that come with it.

Hmm.  Oops... this entry was meant to be about me balancing stuff and time management and everything, but... looks like it's taken a nostalgic turn ahaha.  Time to go.  I may or may not expand on this entry later, but I most likely will not.  So yeah.