So......... what the freak is going on?

... I don't know.  But I guess it's happening.  Everyone can judge me all they want, I don't really care anymore.  No more hiding, no more secrecy, no more sneaking around, no more lying, no more pretending nothing is going on. Why should I have to hide this?

I'm sorry if you don't agree. I understand you're only looking out for me.  But if you think this is a mistake... then let me make my own mistakes and learn from them myself.

And don't worry.  I'm stronger than you think I am.  I surprise myself sometimes, actually... haha.


Okay.  Deep breath.  One step at a time.

Starting now.