It's finally time to start getting myself out of this hole I've knowingly dug myself into. I knew from the very beginning that I shouldn't even get into in the first place, that it would suck when the time to get out finally came, but that knowledge doesn't help lessen the pain of it at all. Hm. Oh well. As a good friend told me the other day, "The battle is real, and so the pains are real." Haha yes. Soooo freaking real. But I know over time, it'll get easier. It's like what turning on your bedroom light at like 4 in the morning does to your eyes. It hurts like hell at first, but over time you adjust, and eventually you can see straight, and much clearer, and in color too (because the cone cells in your eyes which are primarily responsible for color perception aren't as powerful at night [the nerd in me emerges, I couldn't help it.. hehehe~]).
So let the healing process begin.
Little by little. Baby steps. Slowly, but fa sho-ly.
Let's start to see in color again :)
God help me.
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