God

My heart is aching for Your people--
The people whom You have given me the wonderful opportunity to work alongside with
Though it's only been one week, I already feel like I'm a part of a family here
Every day, more and more,
I feel genuinely grateful and blessed to have coworkers like them

... But at the same time

Every day, more and more,
It breaks my heart that none of them know You.


It's hard to describe this feeling
I'm thankful that this seemingly dead heart is starting to feel for Your people again...
but it hurts, God.

It hurts so much.