Who cries over stupid grades?

Oooh ooh, I know this one!

Angie does!!  Wow. One answer that I actually know.  Surprising.
I wish I had this much certainty of my answers during that final I just got destroyed by.

I've only cried over one class.  Ever.  And that was every time I had a test in this class.  And I have to retake it next semester because I literally failed it.  Not like Asian fail, but a big fat F fail.  I just texted Taehoonee oppa about it and he's disappointed in me; and I'm not particularly looking forward to the phone conversation that will ensue once Momma Kim finds out that I failed my first class ever...  the only member of the Kim family to fail a class (Sure, Andy oppa dropped out of college, but he never actually failed any classes.... hah).  I studied so hard, I worked hard, I thought I understood most of it... maybe I'm just dumb.  All my friends are doing so well.  What's wrong with me.  Seriously, a lot of times I think something's wrong with my brain.  It's just not programmed to work well under certain times.  Hm. Or maybe most of the time. I seriously must be stupid or something.


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Yeah, okay, I know.  I'm not dumb.  All these negative thoughts are not from God.  I know.  They're all lies to just bring me down.  ...... but just for now, just for this moment, I want to be down.  Let me wallow in my little self-pity-party!  Hahaaaaaaaaaa

I will probably delete this entry in a few hours once my WOE-IS-ME-phase is over.