my desert song

I feel so dry.
It's been so long since I've spent some real time with God.
Maybe that's why I feel so empty these days.

Passion2011:LiveLink was good... but it was like a tiny sip of a few drops of water for this desert that I'm in. I can't depend on stuff like that. I need substance. I need the Word. The ESV Online Study Bible is my home page, yet right when I open my web browser I don't even pay attention to it. I just immediately enter another URL address and go on without reading it.

Stop that.

Stop.

Read.

...

I've been trying to listen to only Christian music these days. I've noticed a trend in my music-listening-habits. I usually listen to only Christian music, nothing else when I'm doing well in my walk. But recently I noticed that I've been listening to nothing but secular music. Haha.. coincidence? Perhaps. Maybe it's more than that though. And maybe it works the other way-- maybe if I listen to only Christian music, it'll help me do well in my walk. Even if it doesn't... I feel like it does the soul good anyway. Haha.

On a side note. Earlier today I was really frustrated about something and one of my first thoughts was, Dang, I really wish I had a piano right now, I just really need to play some praise songs right this very moment. Haha.. just found that to be pretty interesting.


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Love this song. For many reasons.

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call