convoluted

So many thoughts... my brain hurts :(.. I just wanna run away (even though in my previous entry, I was talking about how I shouldn't...)

So what if I get eaten by a humungo fishy?!

Jonah was suffering, drowning, dying... being overcome by the turmoil of the waves, the water filling his lungs, the darkness hanging over his head. And then THAT'S when the fishy ate him. The fishy was sent to swallow him as an act of grace, to save him from drowning.

I've been running away (check). Now it feels like I'm drowning (check).

Now where's my fishy?!?

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I got this madddd craving for some 삼겹살 right now... actually for the past couple of days. Maybe weeks. Hopefully I'll be able to eat it this weekend. I'm actually really looking forward to my birthday this year. I get to spend it with many of the friends that I love, yayyyyy! Last year I spent it alone. SOB. I don't know what to do though... I don't really have anything planned. I don't really like surprises, either. Is that weird? I think this is one of the weirdest entries I may have posted in a long time. Taking a nice break from the emo-licious-ness that is the recurring motif of my usual entries. Feels weird.... HAHA. Is that weird? My writing self and my usual self are two completely different people, yet exactly the sameeeeee. Weird.

I need sleep.

Nap time.

Good night.