"Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't wish; don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart"
I'm sick and tired of getting my hopes up by possibilities and by reignited dreams, only to be shot down by reality (and by my own family members).
For someone like me, a dream is just a dream. Nothing more. How foolish of me to think even for a moment that they could come true. I know I'm meant for something else. But I don't have the ability or the resources to pursue it.
...... and it breaks my heart just thinking about it.
For those of you who have been encouraging me to chase after my dreams and to pursue my passions... I appreciate the gesture. But it's just not possible for someone like me. So please, for my sake, don't encourage me and push me anymore.
angiee.. :(
ReplyDeleteThis makes me sad. But, honestly, i feel the same sometimes.
Why be optimistic when you have a greater chance of being put down? why not be a pessimist and be positively surprised? For me it's because for the small amount of time, i truly believe in my optimism. I believe in the positive. We fall and trip on the way, but we just brush it off and keep truckin' along. Angie pangiee, i'm here for youuu~ ^^
Girrrrl, we just haven't talked in too long. I don't remember the last time we had a good talk. I miss you.
ReplyDeleteI kind of know how that feels, getting my hopes up repeatedly and having them shot down again and again by money and legal issues. But I'm still keepin' on; I haven't given up just yet! Let us know if you decide to get back on. I'd love to know that someone else is in my boat =)