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Summer school.
I love/hate it. For many reasons.

So many things I wish I were doing instead.

I wish I were helping out at my mom's restaurant, especially since my cousin can't help her anymore. I wish I were going to Costa Rica, to the Dominican Republic, and to the youth group summer retreats. I wish I could have gone to Korea. I wish I could chill and hang out all day with my girlsssss, like we did all last summer!! I WISH I COULD GO TO THE BEACH. Actually, I just wish I could go anywhere. Some place random. Like Virginia or something. Or New York?!

Instead I'm stuck in this eternally hot and humid dorm room studying for fun.... because I have nothing else to do. I feel like I'm going to explode from the lack of socializing and playing and laughing. Manan saw me walking the other day, and he told me that I looked so serious and sad. But I wasn't... I was just walking. WHAT IF THAT BECOMES MY PERMANENT FACE ?!

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

But maybe being bored is good for me. I've been going to the gym for a couple of hours everyday out of boredom. I've also been sleeping a healthy amount (unlike the usual 3-5 hours a night during a normal semester) since there's nothing else to do. And I've been studying a lot just cause I'm so bored these days.

So... bored Angie = a healthier and more productive Angie ?!

Dang, then I ought to be bored all the time!!
But... then I'd die of boredom...?!

AHHH LIFE ISN'T FAIR