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I need to learn to stop being jealous/envious of other people. Stop, stop, stop.

I want straight bangs. Should I get em? It might not look good, and once I get them and I don't like them, I gotta wait for it to grow out and my hair takes millennia to grow... but then again, there's not really anyone to impress... haha. So if it looks bad, then I'll just have to wait it out. Maybe I will get them.

I need to be nicer. I realized I'm nicer to strangers than I am to my closest friends. Shouldn't it be the other way around? Actually, now that I think about it, I'm quite mean to the people who are close to me. Why is that?

I want to go to concerts this summer. Someone go with me.

I feel like I should lose weight (at the suggestions of my mother and brother), but I'm not motivated enough. Haha. I think I have a lower sense of consciousness of my appearance than most other girls; so many of us are so obsessed over what we eat, what we look like, how much we weigh. As long as you're healthy, that's all that matters, right? Well I say, life is short-- eat whatever you want!

I cannot believe I'm doing summer school. At Tech. It's starting to get so hard now... Why am I doing this to myself?

I went to Six Flags yesterday. Had a free pass, went with some old high school friends, and made some new friends. There were almost no people there, we rode so many rides I lost count. Screamed my lungs out. Woke up this morning and my throat was sore. It was funnnnn. Forgot what fun felt like. Hahaha.

I need to smile more. Realized I don't smile when I'm walking across campus. Realized how angry/mad/borderline intimidating I look when I'm not smiling. Should smile more. There aren't enough smiley people at Tech.

I am currently killing time right now. Waiting for Momma Kim to wake up. She said she'd take me shopping today for helping out at the restaurant on Friday. Speaking of which, I got hit on by a couple of the customers. Note to self: Never wear shorts and a tight t-shirt ever again when I go help out. Gotta make myself as unattractive as possible next time.



This was a completely random and pointless entry. But I'm bored. Gonna go eat some Pepero.