rant rant rant

I'm not dumb. I'm not ditzy. I'm not stupid.

Yeah sure, I may say some stupid things at the wrong times every now and then, but that doesn't make me an unintelligent person. Yes, I have terrible memory when it comes to certain things, but that itself doesn't make me a dumb girl. Actually yeah, I'd say I'm pretty mediocre when it comes to academics. Yes I know, I AM average.

... But I'm an average girl with a will and determination stronger than most people I know. If I set my mind to something, then I will do whatever it takes to achieve it. I may have to work harder than most in the process, but I always feel proud in the end, no matter what the result is, knowing I gave it my all.

I did nothing wrong. So then why am I apologizing?





You barely even scratched the surface. There's so much more to me than what I show to everyone. So stop pretending like you know me. And life isn't a freaking competition! If you just can't accept that, then that's your problem, not mine.


P.S.
I hope you don't read this. This might just jeopardize our friendship... haha. But at the same time, I do hope you read this. This is just me being honest. We're two completely different people. You shouldn't compare yourself with me anymore.