enough with the emo-ness

I realize that my last entry was a super emo-licious post. So I'm going to replace it with this one, which is less teen-angst-y, and much more ... "Angie".


The following is targeted to certain specific people who are probably never going to read this. Hopefully they won't because if they do, they'll probably know it's about them. But you know what? I don't care hah ! This is MY outlet, I can do what I want with it. You have a problem? Then go make your own blog and rant about it there. I don't care.

- This one is actually geared towards lots of people. Girls/boys aren't everything, you can survive without a girlfriend/boyfriend for now! Sheesh, it's not like the whole world's gonna end if you don't find somebody within the next few months. Looks aren't everything, money isn't everything, there's more to life than having a temporary fling. And not all the girls at Tech are ugly! Why would you say those kinds of things?! Why do you think so many girls have such low self-esteem? Because guys like y'all are going around saying all the girls here are ugly, no exceptions. I personally think there are plenty of beautiful girls here, inside and out. And you know what, they all deserve so much better than people like y'all. Simply put, you guys are shallow. Good luck finding someone worthwhile with that kind of attitude towards girls.

- Stop trying to butt into conversations that don't pertain to you at all! Life isn't a competition! I don't care if you got less hours of sleep than me, or if you have more tests than me, or if you have it sOoOoOo much harder than me! Who's comparing ?! Who's keeping count ?! You're the only one, and it doesn't even matter. Ohhh big deal, congratulations on having ohhhh such a tough life compared to everyone else. Is that what you want me to say ?! Then stop complaining! Talk to me when you got some REAL problems. (Now let me say this right now and make it clear, this is totally different from, say, a person who's really struggling... I mean this person is practically crying over some pretty freaking tiny, trivial stuff. Ugh.)

- Stop assuming what kind of a person I am when you don't even know me. I'm not ditzy, I'm not a girly girl, I'm not manly. I'm not mean if you really just stop and try and get to know me. Stop trying to categorize me, because I hate that. Not that many people at Tech know what I'm really like, because I tend to show a meaner exterior. Why? I don't know, that's just how I am. Maybe I just build up walls to see who's willing enough to break them down. So you can either accept me and all my flaws, or you can go on with your life and not have anything to do with me anymore. If you don't want to accept this part of me, then hey. That's cool. I'd rather spend time with people who are willing to put time and effort into building a relationship with me than with people who see this one side of me and judge me based on that one impression.

- Why would you tell me.. no wait, demand that I do something and then get mad at me when I do it? That's just plain immature.

- It makes me so angry when you do that. So stop it while I ask you nicely. Otherwise I may just rightly explode the next time. Trust me, I've gotten angry at someone else for the very same reason, and I can get angry again if you keep provoking me. So stop it.



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Ahhhh. The beauty of blogging. I feel so much better now. Haaaaha~~