pink eye sucks

*Disclaimer: This entry has no cohesion whatsoever. It is purely a rant about my day... and how much I hate pink eye. Read at your own risk.

I hate pink eye. It feels like my eye weighs a ton. It's so swollen I can barely keep it open. Not that it would even matter whether it's open or not, cause the vision is so blurred. I've been at home doing absolutely nothing all day. What if I have to do this again tomorrow? I feel gross. My eye is so irritated I wanna rip it out of its socket. I missed our church's Christmas party for the college students today. I was actually really looking forward to it, for many reasons. My brother just texted me, saying everyone's there. I miss everyone. I hate pink eye. Now I'm waiting for my brother to come back to bring me some leftovers (if there even are any) because we have no food at our house. I'm hungry. It's cold. We're not allowed to turn the heater on unless we're sleeping. Otherwise, I'm just supposed to layer up. I'm seriously about to go crazy right now cause of my stupid eye. I hate pink eye. Tomorrow I have a lock-in. I might have to miss that as well. We're leaving for the retreat on Sunday. It better be gone by then, or else I'm gonna punch someone. I'm about to go crazy. Facebook gets pretty boring after a whole day of killing time on it. I think I might read a book. I have Memoirs of a Geisha, Atonement, Battle Royale, and some devotional books literally sitting a foot away on my desk. Why not. I have some time to kill cause I can't sleep on an empty stomach, and it's way too early to sleep anyway. Or maybe I should dye my hair again to get rid of the whites. I don't know. I bought the dye a while ago, but I kind of feel like it's a waste. Yeah, I know I have a lot of white hair, but I mean... it's not that noticeable if you just don't look directly at my hair. Or if it's not in your peripheral vision either. But it's always gonna grow back, so why bother. I hate pink eye. I need new soap. I probably washed my hands over 30 times today, but that soap smells terrible. I hope I don't get a staph infection or something. My eye just got really itchy right now. Ughhh if only I could just SCRATCH IT... man, pink eye is a great way to gain some hardcore patience and tolerance. Oh man, I just realized I have a huge pimple on my cheek. Man. Good thing I stayed home all day today, cause I'm pretty hideous right now. The world would not be ready to see me in this state. Hah. I hate pink eye. My mirror, hand sanitizer, some Advil (ibuprofen is supposed to help in reducing irritation... except in my case, apparently not), a box of tissues, and the CVS Pink Eye Eye Drops that I bought at 5 in the morning (when I realized I had it) have all been my constant companions throughout today. I seriously did nothing today. When I went to CVS at 5AM, the lady at the cash register jumped when she saw my face. Yeah, yeah, okay lady, no need to make a scene, I already know there's a freak show going on on my face. Even my brother, when he saw me this morning, was so appalled that he shouted out, "OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ?!" Haha. I hate pink eye. A few hours ago I ate some lamyun, and it was the spicy kind too. So of course I sat there eating it like a blubbering baby, with a nose running like crazy and eyes tearing up as if I'm watching a Korean drama. And whenever the steam got into my eye, it'd start watering up like crazy even more. I had to go to the bathroom to clean myself up three times while eating that one bowl of lamyun. Hoo boy, that must have been a sight. Good thing I was home alone ALL FREAKING DAY. I wonder when my brother's coming home. I texted him a few minutes ago, he said they haven't even eaten yet. Man... that means I still have to wait at least an hour or two before he gets home. Sigh....... I hate pink eye.